seriously, i don't know her/him anymore

him or her? no need to both about the gender.
well, does he/she reallyy has changed? why?
i felt a distance gap between us... or has it me who has change?
argh! i'll never change, because of that i'm still the one who you know.
okay, okay...
i'm rambling, am i?
this really troubles me a lot. what can i do? i felt i at the verge of a cliff.
and it's a bottomless cliff.
shesh! what am i thinking. do i make a mistake by asking him/her such a stupid q's?
but i really want to know his/her answer, badly.
i'm intoxicatedly wanted to know. does he/she really felt that way for me?
if not, why is he/she so distance from me? why he/she doesn't treat me like always.
i miss it, you know. really miss you, and your attitude.
i need sugar to calm down. mann... why do you has to make me feel this way! [>.<"]

Au Revoir

currently I'm in intoxicatedly happy

for the past days, well, yeah! i'm happy.

100% full. meyh! yeah, yeah. you may be curious to know why, right?

well, there're a lot of reasons...

first of all, it's holiday...

second, my friends are present...

ngee.

third, i'm just plain happy when happy things occur.

see, i'm smiling non-stop.

until to the ear. but still, i didn't urge to stop smiling.

ngee...

i am sooo intoxicatedly happy meyh! *laugh*

ngeeee! =D

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my capital of what?

okay. i may feeling a little bit of happy, right now.
ngeh... no way, i'm happy. just because of something that make felt over the moon. =)
okay, sometimes we got to make the first moves. well, it's not the kind meeting-a-boy-blabla-i-like-u situation.
this is more to my friends situation. okay, i'm not the type of girl that like or want to have a boy. well, now for now. maybe for another 50years? ngee.
right. enough with that. okay, i'm happy because... my eonni and adik still remember me.
although we haven't been in touch for a while, i'm happy they still remember me! yeah! =)
ngee... and my oversea friend too. Viet Ha! thank you for remembering me. i love you. ngee!
seriously, this may sound like i'm such a bunch of a gedikss? you name it.
and i'm seriously sure i don't care, this is because i love my friends.
righto. my problemo hasn't been solved yet...
but, i'll find a way... someday... somehow...
wish me lucky!!! =D

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what's is going to happen nowadays?

ngehh! apa la dengan artis-artis Malaysia je sekarang?
you should look into a mirror before condemn some, okay?!
this artist named tuttt, really gets on my nerve la.
how dare she condemn our dearest.
haiya! what's going to be nowadays?
artist Malaysia? cocky nak gila.
hello, they worked to death nak reach the fandom the have now.
even, they all hurt themselves in the process.
sad. they even train for years to be an artist.
even, if you're a trainee that don't guarantee a spot in the entertainment business.
you guys? for only a few months.
anda tidak faham-faham lagi ka?
reti nak comment orang lain ja. awak tu macam mana?
you should make them as an example.
then, you will know how it's like to be them.
my last advice; muhasabah diri la. =) terima kasih.

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i miss *blank*; my emos?

ngee. such a scandlious statement =P
it's truth though, i miss my life.
well, i'm been promising to myself not to whine and whine in my blog...
but...
haish. [=.=]
what can i do?
whining is my best talent. duh! *smack forehead*
nee... kepala pun dah tepu semacam.
ngee... since when tertulis pulak malay ni?
ngee, one of the sindrom saya-sudah-tepu! XD
anyway...
my life been boring, dull, sad, anything; you named it. =(
ngee... i'm whining again.
must be the flaws of my genes.
say o..la...la?
i been thinking lately... why am i felt so alone, lonely, etc.
why am i thinking that everyone has left me, behind?
gosh! me and my negative thinking. what a bad mixture. [=.="]
but...
do 2011 is the year of problem?
isn't it supposed to be the year of happiness? gosh, why am i stating this?
problems, problems, problems...
there's too much, i afraid i could bear it all.
geez... why am i so negative today?
okay. full dot. there's enough whining for today.
whine, whine, whine...
do you think it's childish? [-.-']
seriously, i don't know. haha XD

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bearing

busy, busy, busy! [>.<]
hurt, hurt, hurt! [>.<']
shut up you b**** [>.<"]
my fault? or yours?
what right do you have to talking behind my back and condemning me?
hah?! hello! suffering here!
sometimes...
it's hard to fit-in.
sometimes...
i even wish those cocky inventors would invent a time machine. [=.=]
what am i blabbering about?
haiya.


P to S : i miss 2010, 3KAA1, SMKTHO

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SOMETIMES IT IS BETTER FOR TIMES TO FREEZE ITSELF

I MISS YOU

I NEED YOU

I LOVE YOU

I CARE FOR YOU

I ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU

IN MY MIND

LIKE 24/7

this is on how i would express my longness for my friends. my unconditional miss for my friends! T^T pathetic is it? about two or three? maybe four months? i still in the process of blending in. yeah, i know it's taking one hella time. don't mind my words. learning to be more open? i wish. truly and totally wish. being like one of my friend? what is your definition of being more open? mine is being more friendly, optimistic and can accept the reality in a fast phase. so different from what i am now. =.=" what can i do? sometimes it's better when time stopped. 

stop right there before i show tears

stop right there before separation comes

So you can't leave, so you can't abandon me and leave

From here on, time please stop

 my wish? more like my hope =) say, in which time you wanted to live? i would say 2010. why? because it's my time of joy and happiness. just like ARZEEN BINTI AZIZ said "rasa macam nak amik PMR balik". translation : feels like taking PMR again. good said my friend. but really, from my very own preceptive high school is not so much exciting. full of homie (my own words for homework), full of mind-blowing, full of tension and stress. but as i said, i am learning to learn and accepting the way it is. good luck? so gonna need it. then, until next time, next post (that i don't know when will it happens). see ya! \(^o^)/

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day that will be days; i'm counting it.

being comfortable in the cushion, after a long day of hard work. sigh. i'm counting the days that will be soon become nearer by the seconds. and the day means for the day that i'll moves away for my hometown. yes, i'll move away from kluang to another place. busy with the pack thingy. there's too many things to be pack. uhh, i'm dead tired. oh yea, i'll be taking my entrance exam next month. it's on 2.12. wish me luck. huh. there's so much to do, even though it's the school holiday. talking bout it, it's so sad to recall back my last holiday. and it's was four years ago. pathetic isn't it? i just hope this year will be a holiday plan for us. even just for a week or two. well, just praying that m too-busy-and-busy-daddy will be free next month. but for some reason the hope my daddy to be free from his work is black. ahh! why am i thinking like this. well, that's all a short blabbing or more to a complaint? maybe from me. it's been a long time since i been updating this bloggie of mine. haha. then, until next time. i'll write again if i feel like it? haha. just kidding. i'll if i got some spare time. this month is totally killing me with works. and as a committee and the un-salary writer. did i tell u that i got the crazy (might be the dumbest idea of the whole wide world? maybe) that out of the blue, i got an interest to write. don't ask me where did it come from. plus got a new addiction plus interest and might as well a hobby or a job?(lol. to much into the future. who knows?) so-called photography. well, me and my mates, REEN got addicted to this whole new thing that we never thinking of it. HAHA. am still an amateur. a newbie and still learning. so i am persuading my dad to buy me the CANON EOS 60D. with that baby, i'll go crazy with snapping pics. and of coz REEN will be totally delighted and went to plan many unthinkable plan for us. haha. maybe we'll be camping in some deserted? remote? isolated? place, such as an island? lol. or far more worse than i am thinking. we'll never knows. haha. plus, i'm waiting for my exam result. it's not out yet, but when it do. it'll be the most heart-thumping, anxious moment of my life. haha. and i promise to post some of my photography pic in this bloggie. wait until i edit all of it. then until the next time(again? lol)

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sad, happy, i wanna play

the last few weeks, the saddest one ever! i hate it. my unnie and dongseng both had left ssg. a group that i loves and adore. it meet me with all of my unnie, 95 line, and dongseng. i love ssg so much. but my unnie and dongseng had made their mind to leave. i'm sad and tries to make my dearset and oldest unnie happy. i don't want her to be sad and stress because of this. that day of her leaving, i cried hard and i was unhappy with somebody. but then as days passed, i begin to accept the truth. running away from it, is not a solution. i think. but now i hope they're happy and i'll be happy.
now i am happy. keke. why? actually idk for myself, but i just feeling happy at the moment. better be happy than sad, right? and now, i feel like i wanna play all day long. i wanna be like a little kid. i wanna be akid again. keke. i'm so childish am i? taehee! well, i don't wanna to grow up. i hate growing up. being a kid is much more fun. i can play all day long. hehe. oh yeah, wish me luck. i'm gonna be playing hockey and pentaque (idk how to spell in english. lol!) hope to do it well and win the first prize!

p/s: unnie, if you, by any chance are reading this. i am happy right now! =D and i love you. <3

when the uneasiness struck

i shouldn't have came to school today! what a boring day. with the, what do u call them? BRAINLESS?!! IDIOTIC PEOPLE! making a fool out of them self! argh~! i'm so angry with their attitude! don't they have like manners? feel like shouting to them that they're behaving like monkeys instead of a human! even reading a book would be too much annoyance. seriously, i dislike it! don't they have any respect for the teachers? they worked so hard for us! they's no point talking bout their monkey attitude!  my friends are like ' they are such a buch of ignorant people and fakers!'. oh yea! plus, why did the school want to held a sport day in the exam month? ahh~!! i hate sport's training. i hate running! shireok!! what a  bad day on 14-15-2010.

P to S: i been lazy lately. so no picture on this post or later on. sorry, mianhae, gomen, asif!

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make me in a mess once a while~!

urmm ~ why should I put algebra as this post picture?am i loves doing it? hmm ~ idk~! keke ~

phew~! i'm glad it's over.

last few week been a crazy mess~!!  

because of what ?!  

EXAMINATION !

some takes 7's or 8's subjects.  

as for me there's 9 subjects waiting~!  

and more phew~! or should I say oh yeah~!    

why ?! because I think I answer all of the questions with confident.  

not thinking bout FULL MARKS ?!!  but still, I think it was okay ?!   

the MAIN POINT is math?! was totally awesome~!  having fun?! answering it, LOL ~!  

maybe exam does make me in a mess or crazy.  

huh ~! hah ~! heh ~! hih ~! hoh ~!  any vocals that i miss ?  

ke ke ke ~    now, what to do ? oh yea ~!  

just keeping praying, hoping for excellent result ~!!  

pray for me everyone ~!   exam over, more on9-ing time ~!

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       "after all of your hard work and sweat, just leave the rest to Allah"

half way to freedom-ness

do i need to scream?

yes? no? yes? no?

YES! AHHHHH~!!!

THE TRIAL IS OVER!! ^.^

what a happy thing

but this only half to my freedom

can't wait for it to happen

and i can be with my honey as long as i want (*^_^*)

minho oppa wait 4 me *kiss3 muahhX

huh~! 

i need to concentrate

con..cen..tra..te..!

minho oppa out of mind?????

not completely

just a quarter??

half?? (noooooo!!)

all?????? ( noooooooooooooooooooo!!!! i gonna die! again?)

so____________________

minho oppa stays on  my mind 4ever and ever and ever

he~

oppa saranghae~

ke~

but the main point is TRIAL IS OVER! AND CHOI MINHO SARANGHAE~♥♥♥!

"minho : na du~ ♥~"

"me : ahh~ oppa ♥~ *kiss3"

"minho : u r always my jagiya~"

"me : na du~ oppa neomu joahae~♥♥* hugs"

nothingtowritebutiwantto

huhuhu

idon'tknowwhattowrite

caniwritelikethis?

hehe

prettycoollike?

buthardtounderstandright?

whocares? itallbecauseofilacksofideatowriteornointerestingstory.. T^T

schoolonsaturdaysucks

why?besauseitisboaring

eventheteachersarelazytoteach

andon9-inginschoolaresofrustrating

therewillalwayscomeanotheruninvitedones XP

itallbecausesomebodybringsthe"laptop"toschooltoday

andeverybodywantstouseit

huhu

sorrytomakeyorbrainworksohard =P

keke~

thisissomeexercisetoyourbrain =)

ifyoucanunderstandthis

ireallysalluteyou

hehe

uhh~i'mwritingcrapagain XDD

 uhh~ fireworks!!

PISS OFF

a day to piss off to some over-the-top-somebody
argh!
do you think you're so perfect?
think again you overload mr. moron!
who are you to be mad at me?
HAH?
if you hate it so much, why do you allowed it?
isn't that means you simply don't care?
what an idiotic person you are!
right now i'm so piss off!
f*** off you moron, stupid, over-the-top person!
wants everybody to obey you?
HAH! think again!
you're nobody!
a L-O-S-E-R!
LOSER!!!!

arghh!!!

argghh~

what going to happen nowdays?

why r the *** **** is so bold?

is he trying to kill us?

arghh~

what going to happen to teachers nowdays?

especially to the elderly ones?

because they r old, they can't think the logic?

arghh~

i'm so hating all of these

especially wednesday now

argh~

i blame someone for this >.<

arggh~

too many anger aura

arggh~

need to get rid of all these!

ouch!

that hurts my head

need to relax, calm down 

huh~

noooooooooo!!!!!!!

can i continue?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
school holiday has end
uwaaaa
i don't wanna go to school yet
wish time would stop now
eh? no!!
time would repeat itself
what an impossible wish T^T
now i really want a fairy god parents!
why can holiday last forever?
why can teachers stop giving homework?
why must teachers give homework?
why must students do homework?
why examination must takes place?
why is homework can be so boring?
i hate this!!!!
why? why? WHY?
WHY??????

LOL

having fun with my own picture :D

haha

it's all because i'm so damn bored XPP

kekeke~ :D

before anyone seen this picture

do not eat or have anything in ur mouth 

for ur own safety please do as i advised XDD

BEWARE > this picture is so ridiculous and funny, my sister even laugh to death XDD

wakakaka XDD

 wakaka.. have this made ur day even funnier?? XDDD my sister sure did XPP

haha :D
what do you think?
it's good right ? XDD
kekeke~ XPPP

HAPPY + SAD = ?

the clock is striking at 01:15 am
not sleepy yet XDD
how could this be?
happy or sad?
which one should I choose?
today is such a happy day
while yesterday been like hell
so tomorrow will be what?
with my dear honey been missing, idk what to do
oh honey, please come back to me
i miss u terribly
i need u
to complete my homework
the happy thing is, i got my favourite cheese cake!!
oh my love, i wanna eat u now!!
but patience, patience, patience!
happy + sad = ?
anyone got any answer?
TTTTT^TTTTTT
LOVE YA has taken BONAMANA spot as my top addiction :D
SS501 has conquer my mind once again
sorry my dear SUPER JUNIOR

arghh, help me
but what to help?
my honey is missing TTT^TTT
no one can help me find it