sad, happy, i wanna play

the last few weeks, the saddest one ever! i hate it. my unnie and dongseng both had left ssg. a group that i loves and adore. it meet me with all of my unnie, 95 line, and dongseng. i love ssg so much. but my unnie and dongseng had made their mind to leave. i'm sad and tries to make my dearset and oldest unnie happy. i don't want her to be sad and stress because of this. that day of her leaving, i cried hard and i was unhappy with somebody. but then as days passed, i begin to accept the truth. running away from it, is not a solution. i think. but now i hope they're happy and i'll be happy.
now i am happy. keke. why? actually idk for myself, but i just feeling happy at the moment. better be happy than sad, right? and now, i feel like i wanna play all day long. i wanna be like a little kid. i wanna be akid again. keke. i'm so childish am i? taehee! well, i don't wanna to grow up. i hate growing up. being a kid is much more fun. i can play all day long. hehe. oh yeah, wish me luck. i'm gonna be playing hockey and pentaque (idk how to spell in english. lol!) hope to do it well and win the first prize!

p/s: unnie, if you, by any chance are reading this. i am happy right now! =D and i love you. <3