Blah and blah blah, blah...

Time is a luxury for me; don't be offended by my statement peeps, this is coming from an unemployed-staying-at-home-after-SPM-with-nothing-to-do-with-human. LOL. So, what I'm trying to say is don't look back at my previous blog's history. Seriously, DON'T! I am ashamed of what I've written and let me jump from my bed. It's such an embarrassment, with the humongous amount of grammatical mistake, and /sighs/ seriously, I was like wearing the 'what the fuck? I wrote this?' look.


I was buying breakfast after sending the kids to school, with my mum. No, I don't have my driving license yet. Yeah, what a sad story. Continue on, so I met with my school friends and they were going to work and all. I felt a little, so little jealous with them. After all, they get to work, unlike me. Don't look at me with the 'seriously' look. Hell, they have their wages. By that, mean MONEY! The most beautiful thing in this world. Besides from my biases and my books; and many other things that I will think of later, OFC.

Btw, have you heard Jae oppaa new song, One Kiss? Damn, that was awesome. Currently, it's the most played song in my playlist. His voice, gahh! BRB, fangirling mode on /spazz, spazz, spazzzzzzz/ Plus, the teaser, man, MV come out already. Jae oppa, how long are you going to tease us? I'm very curious with the concept he is going to show us. It seems like dark, mysterious?

On the other hand, I can't wait to watch Moolight Price a.k.a Prince Changming  on the TV. Can't wait to hear Lord Voldemin snarky remarks and Kang Ho Dong is a bonus. Another reason why should I stay up and fangirling every Tuesday night.

Plus, uri leader new drama. He looks murdering-ly dashing in those pictures. Those hockey player outfits, remind me during the Hug days. Emoshinki.

Okay, I want to change my statement. Time is NOT a luxury for me. I need more time to fit into my schedule. Lol. And I need money. Money. Money. My wallet is complaining about how slim he was. /Sigh/ Who would be generous enough to feed my little wallet here? Any tribute? /damn serious look/

Until then, 

Au Revoir :)      

The Start of 2013

Hello, 2013 ( although three freaking days had passed ) and this is my first blog post for this year. So, when I was browsing through my blog, LOL, for the year of 2012 I've only posted one blog post. How epic is that?

2013, what more I could say but I've graduated from school. Haha. The eleven years of schooling finally over and after this, I'll be heading to the university ( pray for me so this will come true ).

My life, has been boring. I'm plunged with boredom-effect. So, to cure myself, I've been writing some stories, learning foreign languages ( with S ), as well enhancing my English, begging my dad for everything, taking care of my pets, helping mum, watching drama ( no soap opera for sure ), etc., and of course, spending quality time with my beloved books. But, I've been reading angst lately. Mostly OT5.

Plus, I've been doing my Cassie/B2uty/Baby duties. With the help of my phone, laptop and internet OFC. I've been a good fan. I assume you.

YunJae alert! >.<

Xiah Junsu, Youngwoon Jaejoong, Choikang Changmin, U-Know Yunho, Micky Yoochun, Saranghaeyo, Hamgenhaeyo, Dong Bang Shin Ki!

시아준수 영은재중 츼강창민 요노욘호 미키요춘 사랑해요 함께해요 동방신기!

Okay, that was 'Hug' fanchant. I just love it. Same as when I love the fanchant during Beast's Fiction. That was awesome. Daebak! (대박)  I can't wait to hear Jae oppa new song. Gah, have you seen the pictures? Man, let me go hide somewhere far.

Jae oppa, wae? /singing KYHD/

Plus, my friends will be embarking their journey for the PLKN or the National Training Service. FYI, I didn't get chosen. The fact the I'm most happy with. Annyeong uri chingu-ya!

Nothing else to write, so I'll drop the curtains for now. Tata.

PS: I've been into the writer mode so, I'll apologize for my excessive use of flowery wordings?

 Au Revoir 

Exam Ramble

For this sudden post, but who cares, right?; I'll write in Malay+English. Okay, so I need so medium to express my stress or what-so-ever. Since my books are all locked away in the safe; Lol, joking. But, I'm still restricted to my novels, etc, etc. Sorry, I supposed to add some Malaysian essence to this post. Phew, so here we go...

First thing, rasa macam tak percaya yang SPM nak dekat. Mock exam pun, I don't know if I got my target score. So, since ada somebody yang asyik pressure about this blog of mine, saya pun decide untuk menggunakan masa lapang [ lapang la sangat ] untuk tulis something. Semakin hari, saya lama-kelamaan menjadi zombie yang bergerak. Tak cukup tidur and all. Akibatnya, pada exam Add Maths saya mula menunjukkan simpton demam. Gosh, cuba bayangkan. Add Math tuu. Tapi, nasib baik la dapat jugak jawab dengan jayanya, cehh. Ayattt. 

Then, keesokkan harinya adalah exam untuk subject Account. Memang terkontang-kanting la nak revise semua format dengan formula yang wujud. Mau taknya, kalau subjek lain macam Fizik, Kimia, Add Math, Math Mode; ada la jugak formula yang terpampang pada muka surat kedua kertas exam. Kontra sungguh dengan Akaun, bukak je, dah ada soalan. 'Sila nyatakan bla, bla, bla...' , 'Sediakan penyata pendapatan...' . Alhamdullilah, saya dapat jugak [ mungkin ] jawab dengan baik. Bagi sesiapa yang sedang membaca, terima kasih dan saya pohon, pinta, merayu; doakanlah saya supaya mencapai sasaran untuk peperiksaan percubaan ini. Amin.

Next Wednesday, exam Biology a.k.a last paper. Finally, I finally could breathe again. The last few weeks had been dreaded. Kfinee, saya over-reacting. Lol, abaikan ayat tadi. Merepek. Gatal sangat tangan ni nak guna ayat 'Kfinee' tuu. Lepas ni tak ada lagi masa nak huhahuha, main-main dan yang sewaktu dengannya. Time to get serious. *Joker datang 'Why so serious?'. Lol, lagi sekali abaikan.  

La prochaine fois,

Au Revior.

Just a few days to go

The clock is ticking. Yes, and 2012 is nearing. Which means the end of another year; 2011. So, who's excited for the New Year countdown? You? Well, not me. That's for sure. I will surely much, hate? dislike 2012. There's a lot of reason to list on why I will hate, opps. I mean not really like the year in coming. Let see, next year I'll be a seventeen years old. That's mean I aged another year. Gosh -,- Next is, by seventeen I'll be a fiver or better known as Form 5 student. Yikess. That's scary or better the most horrifying thing ever. Okayy, I'm being a drama queen. Backspace, delete, delete.

So as the 2012's SPM student there's a long list for me to do. Such as study, study, study, study and the list continue with study. The question is can I do it? Are my will tough enough? Insyallah. A quote from a just watched movie, 3 Idiots; 'All is Well'. Remembering it, made me laugh. It's really a good story with nice story line. I also like Rancho/Phunsukh's words that one must after the excellence itself, while success will come along with excellence. A very meaningful story indeed. I recommend it.

So, less than a week until the school welcome back the students, have you prepare? For my peers, ready to become a fiver? Yeah, the Judgement Examination; as quote by the parents, will be arriving. Get ready with your mind and soul, because 2012 will be a harsh and tough year for us, 95ers. Sharpen both your mind and body because we can't survive the year without them. No need for pens or pencils. Mind is out real weapons to fight in the war.

This have been a long post. Well, serve me right. Who told me to neglect this blog of mine? Anyway, thanks for reading and I'm deeply sorry if any of my statement hurts your feeling and mind. Until the next time. But maybe I'll be on hiatus because of my exam. Who knows.

P-S; I brought a new book and it's Sir Arthur Conan Doyle's Sherlock Holmes. Yeah, I been a fan since I watched Detective Conan. Although I do have heard of him before, just too lazy to take notice. Also, I just known a new fictional detective too, Queen. Ellery Queen. Then, after my exam I'll be searching for his story and continue with Holmes. I'll buy anything that connected with Holmes. I also attracted to Cornwell's book on Jack The Ripper. I do want to read on Arsène Lupin too but yeah, I need to forget all of it until SPM.

Byeyeom

Atas permintaan

Okay, hari ini punya update lain sikitt. Sebab [?] Ini semua disebabkan oleh Cik Nurul Haziqah yang merungut saya asyik tulis post dalam english. Now, puas hati [?] Walaupun ada sedikit unsur mangalish, tapi kira okay la. Pecah tradisi la katakan xDD. Jadi, nak menulis apa lagi [?] *fikir Emm, rasa lain sikit tulis dalam bahasa Malaysia ni. Macam [...] lain la, senang cerita. Okay, masih rasa macam pelik sikit. Kenapa ek?

Apa-apa pun, saya sudah pun menulis post (dalam bahasa Malaysia apa? Emm ==" Saya tak tahu la) dalam bahasa Malaysia seperti yang diminta oleh seseorang. Jadi, puas tak hati anda? Harap puas ye. Memecah tradisi betul -,- Kali pertama dan kali ____________ ? HAHA

Okay, otak sudah menjadi tidak betul disebabkan kekurangan oxygen (OMG, macam mana nak eja OXYGEN dalam bahasa Malaysia ==") Untuk peringatan, SAYA MASIH ANAK MALAYSIA kerana saya tidak pernah gagal lagi dalam kertas bahasa Malaysia dan insyallah, tidak pernah dapat C [!]

Yey, akhirnya CUTI SEKOLAH semakin menghampiri [!]

Byeyeom

1 , 2 , 3 , I Gave UP !

Yeah, I'm back [!] , but only for a while. Yeah, yeah my examination are fine and alive, thank you ==" . Still got Biology, History and Math Mode waiting, so all together FIVE papers are waiting. *sighs   But for now, relaxation on the line, YEAH [!] These past few weeks, none interesting or exciting events happened. Much less, I'm freaking hate this week. Why on world, seems like the school where I am studying now, is freaking much stingy [?] Geez, why did they only gave me, the student only a one day holiday when my siblings, my cousin, my other friends seems to get a week holiday or at least, AT LEAST a three days holiday [!] Sucks -,-

One more thing, why does it feels that like this year is moving more slower [?] It's just me or [...] I don't know *shrugs  So, maybe it's because I'm don't like the 2011's life or what? The fact is I really do, a little stress with this year. Hmm, wonder why. Yeah, I changed my writing style. A new change, once in a while.  

PtoS   :   Don't mind the picture, just put it there. A post without a picture, is a bore xP

Byeyeom 

*sigh

okayy, lately life been hectic. HECTIC! and tired. what has been happening the past days? EMM~ what to say, what to tell? truthfully, i'm really not in the mood to write or to do anything. whether it involves ... anything. *sigh   still, no mood. lalalalalala~ nope, still no. okay, i don't know what to do, although there are homework that needs to be done and assignment to be complete. LAZYBUG! ehem, i need to scream. *AHHHHHH!    okay, still stress. *AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!     nope, still not good.*sigh     see how many sigh in one post? ==" need to stop before this post get any more... i don't know =="

HOMEWORK, ASSIGNMENT, BOOKS, EXAM = crazypersonontheloose

Byeyeom.

Busy to the top

Okay, i been on hiatus since the last time i logged into my social pages including my bloggie. Reason? Actually, it's reasons. With S. Firstly, that's because i'm to occupied with works and homework. My account assignment. And let me tell you, it's very very deadly (from my perceptive). I seriously, dislike account, and don't remind me again why didn't i dropped it. Blah, blah, blah. Okay, enough with HW and works and stuff. Secondly, i got scared with exams and PHYSICS. Mann, the word physics get me chills. Totally sucks, because i hate the fact where i didn't get my desire score for it. So, how am i ever going to face last-term exam? Gosh, exam. Thirdly, i going to face a so much the judgement EXAM next year called Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia a.k.a SPM. This is the same as GCSE and such. I need to make preparations earlier. My parents already planning to send me on cram school for the school holidays. Does cram school and tuition make the same meaning? Do they? Okay, maybe they do. So, yikes! Life been hectic or will be. Or it already be a hectic life. I don't know. Whatever. The point is, i can't be an online for 24/7 straight or even at times. Hectic. [=.="]

Until we see again on my next BLAH BLAH,

Byeyeom! 

Boredom

seriously, i don't know what to write.

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still blank and clueless and idea-less [=.="]

Byeyeom  ;)

GO! GO! GO!

today, is the official day for my new school sport day, and its seems usual like any other. well, it made me miss the whole THO's sport day especially the high jump and the running relay event. it's so tense and like watching a real sport event like SUKMA, etc etc. okay, but the PJ's sport day is really fun, and it's really great to cheer for those who are participating. i love to cheer, cheer on the running and high jump athlete. the best thing about high jump is we forget about our own sport club and went on to cheer and clapping for those who pass the certain high. it sure is fun, and that's one of things i loves most on sport day. also, due to this, i only got three classes after some of the sport events ended. i was like, oh yeah! and my addmath teacher also gives the permission to end early, so i was like double oh yeah! going back home, blahblah. going online, and i was sad. uwaa! i didn't get chosen, in what? let it remains in a secret. it's saddening, i'm sad and down, frustrated right now. its really a kill joy. gosh! why is it if something good happens to me, something bad will also happens to me; in the same day?! don't you feel like irritated? i sure am. i also want my school mags, ERA! those guys already have a copy of it except for me. how could that be? even my new friends already got their school magazine. i am officially 100% jealous with them. i also want to see my old school magazine. this is so unfair. okay, so maybe Kluang is a little far awayy from here, but i really want to see those mags badly. haish! how do you achieve happiness? how? how? how? i hope, i knows the answer.

p to s : sad! [ T^T ]

Bye-yeom! 

ting! dong!

okay, personally i have no idea on what to write,
but to keep my bloggie up to date, i should write something,
even it's sound whatever la, or in malay; merepek-meraban xP
so, i just got my mid-term result, and its pretty bad. i think?
and my school sport day is coming soon, and i got no business in it,
since i hate participating in sport day, but i love to cheer and cheer!
and i am not the cheerleader typo. seriously, cheerleader? *sigh*
yadayada...
luckily, there will be no marching for this year sport day! oh yeah!
and i would hope that someone could hitch a ride with me, i want to go to sunway city this Friday!
shesh! i am the unlucky sixteen years old. what a life.
i'm also counting the days for this year to end, and for my school life to end?
hmm...
i don't really know, my school life?
part of it, i just hate waking early. just not an early riser, like most people.
on top of that, i just love my beddie, and leaving it for too early is just...
too pitiful. in conclusion, i love my bed and my sleep.
i like my sleep, but i don't oversleep. again i repeat, I'M NOT AN EARLY RISER!
that's one of the reason why i hate school life.
and every student most important reason of all...
homework=HW!
who dislike (hate would be harsh, right?) homework? raise up your hand.
okay, let's talk homework
i do admit HW is a little boring...
when it's too much, overloading, you name it.
and it could drives us mental.
right?
and now i really blabbing, from sport day to homework?
that's really one huge gap. [=.="]
and the clock picture really has no connection to my post.
i rally should stop writing, for now.
thanks for reading, i appreciate it.

Bye-yeom!

i'm feeling; dizzy?

gosh, i'm such a lazy updater for the pass day. sorry, it just that i'm not feeling well.
got little sick; a cold and stuff, and i'm dizzy in a sort of way. got a headache! [>.<"]
I WANT TO GO TO KLUANG!!! 
yes, i really want to go there. miss my friends; the Vinies.
gosh, miss you guys! a lot! terribly! intoxicatedly!
but, again...
what can i do? in a sick condition, there is seriously no way i can go on a date with them.
geezzz, wrong timing to get sick. i really am pissed off.
well, my head been spinning and pumping; it terribly ache.
a short update from me, until we meet again! =)

Au Revoir

currently I'm in intoxicatedly happy

for the past days, well, yeah! i'm happy.

100% full. meyh! yeah, yeah. you may be curious to know why, right?

well, there're a lot of reasons...

first of all, it's holiday...

second, my friends are present...

ngee.

third, i'm just plain happy when happy things occur.

see, i'm smiling non-stop.

until to the ear. but still, i didn't urge to stop smiling.

ngee...

i am sooo intoxicatedly happy meyh! *laugh*

ngeeee! =D

Au Revoir

what's is going to happen nowadays?

ngehh! apa la dengan artis-artis Malaysia je sekarang?
you should look into a mirror before condemn some, okay?!
this artist named tuttt, really gets on my nerve la.
how dare she condemn our dearest.
haiya! what's going to be nowadays?
artist Malaysia? cocky nak gila.
hello, they worked to death nak reach the fandom the have now.
even, they all hurt themselves in the process.
sad. they even train for years to be an artist.
even, if you're a trainee that don't guarantee a spot in the entertainment business.
you guys? for only a few months.
anda tidak faham-faham lagi ka?
reti nak comment orang lain ja. awak tu macam mana?
you should make them as an example.
then, you will know how it's like to be them.
my last advice; muhasabah diri la. =) terima kasih.

Au Revoir

SOMETIMES IT IS BETTER FOR TIMES TO FREEZE ITSELF

I MISS YOU

I NEED YOU

I LOVE YOU

I CARE FOR YOU

I ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU

IN MY MIND

LIKE 24/7

this is on how i would express my longness for my friends. my unconditional miss for my friends! T^T pathetic is it? about two or three? maybe four months? i still in the process of blending in. yeah, i know it's taking one hella time. don't mind my words. learning to be more open? i wish. truly and totally wish. being like one of my friend? what is your definition of being more open? mine is being more friendly, optimistic and can accept the reality in a fast phase. so different from what i am now. =.=" what can i do? sometimes it's better when time stopped. 

stop right there before i show tears

stop right there before separation comes

So you can't leave, so you can't abandon me and leave

From here on, time please stop

 my wish? more like my hope =) say, in which time you wanted to live? i would say 2010. why? because it's my time of joy and happiness. just like ARZEEN BINTI AZIZ said "rasa macam nak amik PMR balik". translation : feels like taking PMR again. good said my friend. but really, from my very own preceptive high school is not so much exciting. full of homie (my own words for homework), full of mind-blowing, full of tension and stress. but as i said, i am learning to learn and accepting the way it is. good luck? so gonna need it. then, until next time, next post (that i don't know when will it happens). see ya! \(^o^)/

Au Revoir 

day that will be days; i'm counting it.

being comfortable in the cushion, after a long day of hard work. sigh. i'm counting the days that will be soon become nearer by the seconds. and the day means for the day that i'll moves away for my hometown. yes, i'll move away from kluang to another place. busy with the pack thingy. there's too many things to be pack. uhh, i'm dead tired. oh yea, i'll be taking my entrance exam next month. it's on 2.12. wish me luck. huh. there's so much to do, even though it's the school holiday. talking bout it, it's so sad to recall back my last holiday. and it's was four years ago. pathetic isn't it? i just hope this year will be a holiday plan for us. even just for a week or two. well, just praying that m too-busy-and-busy-daddy will be free next month. but for some reason the hope my daddy to be free from his work is black. ahh! why am i thinking like this. well, that's all a short blabbing or more to a complaint? maybe from me. it's been a long time since i been updating this bloggie of mine. haha. then, until next time. i'll write again if i feel like it? haha. just kidding. i'll if i got some spare time. this month is totally killing me with works. and as a committee and the un-salary writer. did i tell u that i got the crazy (might be the dumbest idea of the whole wide world? maybe) that out of the blue, i got an interest to write. don't ask me where did it come from. plus got a new addiction plus interest and might as well a hobby or a job?(lol. to much into the future. who knows?) so-called photography. well, me and my mates, REEN got addicted to this whole new thing that we never thinking of it. HAHA. am still an amateur. a newbie and still learning. so i am persuading my dad to buy me the CANON EOS 60D. with that baby, i'll go crazy with snapping pics. and of coz REEN will be totally delighted and went to plan many unthinkable plan for us. haha. maybe we'll be camping in some deserted? remote? isolated? place, such as an island? lol. or far more worse than i am thinking. we'll never knows. haha. plus, i'm waiting for my exam result. it's not out yet, but when it do. it'll be the most heart-thumping, anxious moment of my life. haha. and i promise to post some of my photography pic in this bloggie. wait until i edit all of it. then until the next time(again? lol)

Au Revoir

sad, happy, i wanna play

the last few weeks, the saddest one ever! i hate it. my unnie and dongseng both had left ssg. a group that i loves and adore. it meet me with all of my unnie, 95 line, and dongseng. i love ssg so much. but my unnie and dongseng had made their mind to leave. i'm sad and tries to make my dearset and oldest unnie happy. i don't want her to be sad and stress because of this. that day of her leaving, i cried hard and i was unhappy with somebody. but then as days passed, i begin to accept the truth. running away from it, is not a solution. i think. but now i hope they're happy and i'll be happy.
now i am happy. keke. why? actually idk for myself, but i just feeling happy at the moment. better be happy than sad, right? and now, i feel like i wanna play all day long. i wanna be like a little kid. i wanna be akid again. keke. i'm so childish am i? taehee! well, i don't wanna to grow up. i hate growing up. being a kid is much more fun. i can play all day long. hehe. oh yeah, wish me luck. i'm gonna be playing hockey and pentaque (idk how to spell in english. lol!) hope to do it well and win the first prize!

p/s: unnie, if you, by any chance are reading this. i am happy right now! =D and i love you. <3

it's really fun. thanks girls~!

our meeting today, after a long, hard work, and anxious week. thanks to REEN, JIKAH and SHERA~! during the day out was a LOL-ing day. never expect to wear the same shoes, killer shoes?! haha. waiting for someone to arrive, we went window shopping for a while. and i say, my eyes are blinded with the whole range of shoes, clothes and accessories. then, reen got the crazy whole idea to buy the same identical necklaces? haha. or even a couple one. keke~ then we continue our journey to the other side of the road! i was like what the? crossing the road! waa~! it's was so scary. indeed scary. then we continue our journey to the nearest cinema, but cancel our intention and went shopping instead! reen and shera was shopping for their our personal things while me and jikah shopped for FOOD! food i tell u! keke~ it's was fun eating and eating and drinking and more eating?! waiting for reen and shera was like hmm, let's food shopping again?! we go to the famous secret recipe and try some of the scrumptious blueberry cheese cake! it's was so yummy and mouth-watering. oh my! excuse me, i'm a little of a cake lover especially when it comes to a cheese plus blueberry cake type. love it! then we went to some machine where they measure our weight and height. than story should be a private mater but my BMI was categorise as SLIM! slim! and i was like OH YEAH! happy, happy, happy! almost forgot to mention that my sidney sheldon collection has been added a new book. got a master of the game and the naked face. can't wait to finish it. as soon i finish reading it, i'll tell bout it. then we continue our journey back to the original place. played bowling for two rounds?! it was so so so longer than i expected. then reen and shera went guardian. then bla, bla, bla back home! and bye-bye to them! wow, i wrote longer than i expected? 

Au Revoir

trial+TRIAL+trial XP

AHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!
huh~!
k.. done with the screaming part.. =)
now! the complaining part..
uhh~! i hate trial week! XP
but the thing is- the question in my head and the thing i most worry is > why my studying spirit hasn't come in yet? >.<;
uhh~ plus PMR is around the corner...
I ' M     D E A D ! ! ! XP
need to stop with the complaining. but i want to..
huhuhu.. T^T
complain? no? complain? no?
uhh~~ >.<   i don't know.. >o<;
trial? PMR? trial? PMR?
uhh~ ambulance siren playing in my head.. @.@
getting dizzy..
ahh~ i'm tired =P
hope both trial and PMR will be easy..^^
not too hard..^^
moderate or easy..=D

p/s : mianhae.. gomene.. i'm sorry 4 all crap.. =P sometimes i'm may be writing crap and nonsense.. so get use to it.. hehe~

language and reading month

the dup-dap month
aish~
i'm so nervous for the book review
eotteokke? somebody help!
the nervousness is increasing by the day and seconds
owh god, i'm so nervous
this monday - 12th of july 2010
the day of book review
and i going to give a talk or speech or public speaking and so on
in front all the students
in the assembly
argh!!!
so  n-e-r-v-o-u-s!!
my heart been thumping for a nervous rate =P
dup dap dup dap
owh~
and the fav-author-list has been add a new one
i declare that sidney seheldon has become one of it
yay! nothing last forever, bloodline and master of the game are trully the greatest novel =)
these novel has beaten twilight, new moon, esclipe, breaking dawn, p/s i love you, mates, dates and tempting trouble as my fav novel
i really recommand sidney sheldon's novel to everyone
he trully a great novelist =)