seriously, i don't know her/him anymore

him or her? no need to both about the gender.
well, does he/she reallyy has changed? why?
i felt a distance gap between us... or has it me who has change?
argh! i'll never change, because of that i'm still the one who you know.
okay, okay...
i'm rambling, am i?
this really troubles me a lot. what can i do? i felt i at the verge of a cliff.
and it's a bottomless cliff.
shesh! what am i thinking. do i make a mistake by asking him/her such a stupid q's?
but i really want to know his/her answer, badly.
i'm intoxicatedly wanted to know. does he/she really felt that way for me?
if not, why is he/she so distance from me? why he/she doesn't treat me like always.
i miss it, you know. really miss you, and your attitude.
i need sugar to calm down. mann... why do you has to make me feel this way! [>.<"]

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