Of frustration and penniless

/running around screaming and yelling/ Yeah, from the title itself you can see how desperate I am for money. Man, I shouldn't have spent a lot back then, but come to think of it. Yeah I do need that and it's all their fault for organizing that event this May. Like, where the **** I'm going to scrap money from? Uwaaaaaaa ㅠ.ㅠ /Mentally weeping/ Man. I'm beginning to sigh a lot these days, since the announcement of that news.

Sorry, I'm talking about the Catch Me concert in Malaysia on this 18th of May. MAY! Gahh, it's been confirmed! All those years of waiting. At first I was like, oh yeah! They are coming here. Hehehe and continued on with screaming, fangirling, etc, etc. Me and my friend from Singapore and England, we triplets was like screaming each other throats out and spazing, via skype. Thank god my parents wasn't around. I was a loon on the loose back then. But who could blame me though, like hello, they are coming here again after ajdfjkhgfdjvks years.

That was the part 1, but then we babble, more fangirling squad come out, and spaz and spaz. That's when the bad news hit me and my hope was shattered to pieces. Man, how could the ticket price be so so ridiculously expensive? Rumor has it that, this ticket was even more expensive that the HK's ones. Yeah, IDK if that pricing for MY's ticket are true, but it is definitely way expensive that HK. If I counted correctly the MY tickets price is HK$ 2222 and the HK price was HK$ 1689. See the HUMONGOUS difference? Whyyyyyyyy? Of course, there's no hope in saving money now as the ticket start selling in March and those expensive one are limited and sure they are gonna disappear during the pre-launch. So soonnnnnn~ /mentally weeping/ Those tickets will be sold out faster that you could finish say Dong Bang Shin Ki. I need to jump from my bed. Gahhhhhhh! ㅠ.ㅠ /MENTAL BREAKDOWN/

But on the bright side, maybe, just maybe I could drive to KLIA and greet them at the airport. Hehehehehe /creepy face/ Stay around Stadium Bukit Melawati. Stay at their hotel (IDK?) Kidnap them. KIDNAP THEM. Kidnap them. I got youuuuuu~ Under my skin.  Lol. 

Finally, Moonlight Prince has been subbed. Yes! Thank you KSHOWNOW. I love you. But of course, I still want to watch it on the screen. 12.2.2012 on 11.++ PM on my calendar. My Lord Voldemin, I'm your Changminion! Btw, I hate Yunho's character on Yawang (Queen of Ambition). It just doesn't suit him. Yes? No? IDK. But still, I'm happy with the increase of rating in Yawang! Yawang fighting! Jung Yunho fighting! Oh, and Jaejoong repackage album 'Y'. Lololol. I read another theory regarding to this album.  We, cassie are brilliant, aren't we?

Ah, I need to buy a new hard drive too. The old one, well, is full. Hahaha. That means... more money needed ㅠ.ㅠ 

I want this bag. Man, I really hate it when all this great stuff happen when I'm broke. This is a nightmare! Andwaee! This bag is really pretty. Man, I want it badly. I'm broke and this bag sells like only 200 of it. Like WTF? I hate (and love) limited edition items. The compartment seems okay, I think I could squishes all the stuff needed inside it. Ah, I want it! Bonus, this was designed by Jaejoong oppa for MOLDIR! But, this bag is so cool. I want one!

Oh, happy belated birthday to Yunho and Jaejoong (내가 아저씨) and happy belated YunJae Day! Oh, Jae, you're being too obvious, 6 times random tweeting in two hours? Hohoho. IDK why you like code so much, then again, Jaejoongie, you really like to test out brain right? Are those MOLDIR bags are for Yunho? Haha, I can't wait to see him wearing those. Hehehe.

Changminnie, advance happy birthday! 내 사랑 창민이 생일 축하해요!     

P/S : Welcome back moyang and kak longkang from PLKN!

Au Revoir

Saegilchukahae DooJoon! +my beastly story

4th of July, the date birth of our amazing leader! saengilchukahae oppa! i'm a little late wishing happy b-day for him, but it's better late than never right? it's also cute on how the others [ gikwang, yoseob, hyunseung, junhyung, dongwoon ]. sadly, i don't have anything to give to our yoon leader. just trending #yoonleaderday on twitter.

you are on the top, yoon leader xD #yoonleaderday!

aigooo [=.="] i really am jealous to the b2uties that able to attend beast recent FM at Malaysia and Singapore. i really want to go! i even cried and felt depressed when the FM started in Malaysia on the 1st of July, 8.30 PM. but to tell you the truth, i felt unhappy the very first time i woke up from sleep. watching their vids of arrivals, seriously i am very jealous of those b2uties that able to see them facetoface, up close and personal! geez, i wish i was there! [ >.<" ] due to that, i am steaming their vids non-stop and tries to combined all the vids i upload from YT, etc etc together. to create the long lasting moment? i really want to see GiKwang! <3 why did the FM need to be holds on Friday, and the MTV worldstage. why do you have to be on Sunday, one day before school starts? why don't you be hold on the school holidays? why?! geez, too dramatic up to the top. ah! wish me luck in winning the pass to the MTV worldstage. luck! luck! luck! those pass is really hard to win, again i jealous with anyone who has win it. i wish i was one of them. it's okay though, until the 6th of July, i'll be on my laptop 24/7 non-stop, to win those pass! no matter what. if i don't, i'll be crying rivers. until the world is flooding by my tears. xD today, everyday, forever will be my beast day. beast deabak! <3 so beast! annyeonghaseyo! -close curtain- xD

pTOs: IDK what am i talking about, but for sure it's about beast, and beast. really connected to beast. beast, beast, beast! Yoon Doo Joon, Jang Hyun Seung, Yong Jun Hyung, Yang Yo Seob, Lee Gi Kwang, Son Dong Woon. Beast deabak! okay, i going my b2uty mode! (;

Bye-yeom! [beast again, xD]

come in, come in, come in my idea

well, my going on to continue my ff. but seriously i getting less and less idea on how to continue it. hah! well, the thing is i kept on hides my protagonist from the story. what is in my mind is to make him appear during what incident? hah! i don't know when he should appear. then it must have fighting or not? well, some murdering accident? a chase? a journey? a quest? ahh! i don't know. maybe i need to read more books to write? or what? so far my room is full of books. whether it is a story ones or for studying ones. well. don't ask me how many of it? packing my books will be a lot of trouble. there's too much of it. and my parents are getting annoying about it. talking bout my parents there have been too many stress hitting them. i do feel sorry and wanna help. but then, it's some adult matter. and we children can't interfere with it. but i do get the picture of what problem my parents is having but, u know defamation is wrong. and in islam defamation is worse than killing. so i don't want to speaking up blindly and tells somebody there are the one who is wrong. hmm. then again, idk what i'm talking about until i'm bringing up the matter? haha. what a dim-witted person i am. don't get the idea wrong but it's just a simple matter. and i as a kid trully can't understand what the **** is going on. until then!

Au Revoir

half way to freedom-ness

do i need to scream?

yes? no? yes? no?

YES! AHHHHH~!!!

THE TRIAL IS OVER!! ^.^

what a happy thing

but this only half to my freedom

can't wait for it to happen

and i can be with my honey as long as i want (*^_^*)

minho oppa wait 4 me *kiss3 muahhX

huh~! 

i need to concentrate

con..cen..tra..te..!

minho oppa out of mind?????

not completely

just a quarter??

half?? (noooooo!!)

all?????? ( noooooooooooooooooooo!!!! i gonna die! again?)

so____________________

minho oppa stays on  my mind 4ever and ever and ever

he~

oppa saranghae~

ke~

but the main point is TRIAL IS OVER! AND CHOI MINHO SARANGHAE~♥♥♥!

"minho : na du~ ♥~"

"me : ahh~ oppa ♥~ *kiss3"

"minho : u r always my jagiya~"

"me : na du~ oppa neomu joahae~♥♥* hugs"

HAPPY + SAD = ?

the clock is striking at 01:15 am
not sleepy yet XDD
how could this be?
happy or sad?
which one should I choose?
today is such a happy day
while yesterday been like hell
so tomorrow will be what?
with my dear honey been missing, idk what to do
oh honey, please come back to me
i miss u terribly
i need u
to complete my homework
the happy thing is, i got my favourite cheese cake!!
oh my love, i wanna eat u now!!
but patience, patience, patience!
happy + sad = ?
anyone got any answer?
TTTTT^TTTTTT
LOVE YA has taken BONAMANA spot as my top addiction :D
SS501 has conquer my mind once again
sorry my dear SUPER JUNIOR

arghh, help me
but what to help?
my honey is missing TTT^TTT
no one can help me find it